HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR RUBEN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...REMEMBERING YOU AND SEND MY LOVE ON THIS VERY SPECIAL DAY. SEND ANGEL KISSES AND LOVE TO YOUR FAMILY THEY ARE MISSING YOU SO MUCH. I ALSO SEND MY LOVE AND PRAYER'S TO YOUR FAMILY BECAUSE I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO LIVE ONE MORE DAY WITHOUT YOUR LOVE ONE. MY DAUGHTER CYNTHIA WAS ALSO MURDERED AND I KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS WITHOUT THEM IN OUR LIVES.  MAY GOD GIVE YOU PEACE & COMFORT DURING THIS DIFFICULT DAY AND ALWAYS. WITH LOVE FROM A MOTHER OF A MURDERED CHILD...LaRAINE MOM TO MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER CYNTHIA..   

FIRST I WOULD LIKE TO START BY SAYING I AM FROM  TUCSON,AZ LIVED IN SAFFORD FOR LIKE 10 YEARS. THEN I MOVED BACK TO TUCSON. I AM A MOTHER OF SIX WONDERFUL CHILDREN FOUR ARE BOYS TWO ARE GIRLS. I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO FEEL YOUR PAIN IN THIS GREAT BIG TRAGEDY. I AM TRULY SO SORRY. MAY THE LORD BLESS YOU ALL IN THE YEARS TO COME. MAY HE FIND YOU IN THE BEST OF HEALTH, AND MAY HE GIVE YOU ALL THE STRENGTH TO CARRY ON.  "RUBEN- MAY YOU REST IN PEACE AND DONT WORRY ONE DAY THEY WILL PAY FOR THEIR CRIME. THEY WILL HAVE TO FACE THE LORD ALMIGHTY AND ALL JUSTICE WILL BE SERVED.  THAT IS IF WE HERE CANNOT HELP TO GET THAT JUSTICE SERVED. WE PRAY THAT ONE WILL SLIP WITH THEIR WORDS, AND THEY WILL BE FOUND.  UNTIL THEN WE WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR YOU, TO MISS YOU, TO HOLD THOSE MEMORIES DEAR TO US.  SO SMILE THAT SMILE AND WATCH OVER ALL YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. WE LOVE YOU ALWAYS.........................BLB. 12/12/08

WE THOUGHT OF YOU WITH LOVE TODAY,

BUT THAT IS NOTHING NEW.

WE THOUGHT ABOUT YOU YESTURDAY,

AND DAYS BEFORE THAT TOO.

WE THINK OF YOU IN SILENCE,

WE OFTEN SPEAK YOU NAME.

NOW ALL WE HAVE IS MEMORIES,

AND YOUR PICTURE IN A FRAME.

YOUR MEMORY IS OUR KEEPSAKE,

WITH WHICH WE'LL NEVER PART.

GOD HAS YOU IN HIS KEEPING,

WE HAVE YOU IN OUR HEARTS FOREVER.

WHEN I DON'T HAVE NO ONE TO TURN TO

AND I'M FEELING KIND OF FLOW,

WHEN THERE IS NO ONE TO TALK TO

AND NO WHERE I WANT TO GO,

I SEARCH DEEP WITHIN MYSELF

IS IT THE LOVE WITHIN MY HEART

THAT TELLS ME KNOW MY ANGELS ARE THERE

EVEN THOUGH WE ARE MILES APART.

A SMILE THEN APEARS UPON MY FACE

AND THE SUN BEGINS TO SHINE.

I HEAR A VOICE, SO SOFT AND SWEET

SAYING 'EVERYTHING WILL JUST BE FINE'

IT MAY SEEM THAT I AM ALONE

BUT I AM NEVER BY MYSELF AT ALL.

WHENEVER I NEED MY ANGELS NEAR

ALL I HAVE TO DO IS CALL.

AN ANGEL'S LOVE IS ALWAYS TRUE

ON THAT YOU CAN DEPEND.

THEY WILL ALWAYS STAND BEHIND YOU

AND WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR FRIEND.

THROUGHOUT DARKEST HOURS AND BRIGHTESDAYS

OUR ANGELS SEE US THROUGH.

YOU ARE ONE OF MY ANGELS.

PERHAPS I AM ONE FOR YOU.